I am so so glad I found this site. I love it!
I have been on WW since october 04 and HAD lost 17 kg, that is now back to 10 due to me having lost it.
Here's an excerpt from my blog (of course, won't be posting the link to this for 60 days) so you know what sort of mood i've been in
Oh help and here's an update, the whole crappy story
I have just so lost the plot with my eating!
I am also freaking out that I’ve got something wrong cause I keep waking up with pins and needles in my hands and they are really sore and swollen (I can’t even close them properly). I am off to the Dr’s in a little while so will get them checked out. I am so scared that I have arthritis, or diabetes etc etc. Yes I know, paranoid. i am already taking tabs for high blood pressure so i feel like i'm falling apart and it's all cause of my weight
I am also holding onto fluid, I am 2 kg heavier than I was on Thursday and having my period almost over should be losing weight NOT gaining it.
I am eating pizza, chocolate etc etc. I just can’t do anything at the moment and am panicking cause I’ve put on 7 kg over my lowest weight (with the heaviest I’ve been being 117kg this morning).
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH
I am trying to type while having ned (4.5 years) chirping incessantly at me in the background and spilling a bottle of bubble mix as well! So if this sounds disjointed that’s why!
I don’t know why I am just eating I guess if I knew I could help everyone with a weight problem and make a fortune! I am just choosing the most fattening stuff available even if I don’t really want it and that just sucks and is total sabotage.
I went to sleep last night at 830 and woke up at 715 (ned came in) and am still tired. I got up to ned last night but only once.
Ugh, am on such a downer, I have bought chocolate to eat tonight and
I DON’T CARE!
blah blah blah and more of the same
i would really really love a buddy who has to lose the same as me (around 40kg)
anyone???
Newbie from Oz
