I MUST, Must lose this weight, but Friends & Guidance I do Lack
My name Jen--- Who am I? I am a small little Photographer and a Multimedia Student with a dark insane daunting mind but also holds a loyal heart for My Lord and Savior Jesus. Never been blassed as a skinny indavidual, but one who was active, fit and healthy. BUT--- June 2002 everything came crashing down on the dreaded day of my high school graduation. I moved into a new dweling, than had surgrey and was forced into taking a year off from school. From there on my life has been 30 pounds heavier and Highly unhappy and quite lonley!
Guidance I need
Friends I lack
------------- My family are not strong in the cheerleading zone for weight loss, they rather stick to their thing and be happy. But I am not, my dad lost 10 pounds on Weight Watchers, but runs away to a vaction and returns with the 10 pounds back on and strong. I have tried Weight Watchers, but I am not one to lose anything on it. I can lose water weight quite well on it, tis all. I am trying to gather my mind back to the point when I was still in high school, when I saw strong, small and healthy. I only consumed 6 - 8 small meals a day, and worked out like a freak everyday. No Matter What, I always forced my small body to complete five hundred crunches, thirty push-ups and so on. I could take hits and blows in my stomach in karate better than some men. I could hit and kick harder than most. I could bench my weight at the time one hundred and thrity pounds. No longer can I do that for my surgrey allows me not. But I WILL Arise and Stand Tall and lose this thirty - thiry-five pounds thats my small frame has over grown.
I Would love to have a group for daily and weekly support and or buddies to talk to and encourage with ease. Anyone would be great--- For Friends I dont have---
Thank You Much!!!
-Jen
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