hello everyone,
The reason im posting on here is that today I have come to the conclusion that I AM FAT, I was in wal-mart with my daughter and ran into a friend and it happed to be in front of a full length mirror...I was shocked! The image in the mirror was me and I didnt even recognize my own self. To make it even worse we had been doing yard work all day and U can imagine what I was wearing OMG I was nearly in tears. I knew I was gaining weight but like alot of people I was In denial. I am the mother of 5 children and did alright with losing my weight till the last baby was born. His weight was 12lbs and I had to have a c-section. I think that was a begining to an end. I was always around a size 11 or 12. Now I am a size 22 (I cant believe im actually admiting that) EKKS! Plus I'm getting older im 41 and will be 42 in september.
My Husband says he will Love me no matter what size I am ( I hate it when he says that) Its like ya yer fat but who cares.

At this current time I don't know what Kind of diet im going on but I have to do something. I just had to get this off my chest and ask anyone has this ever happened to you?
Lisa