Welcome, Amie!

And of course, good luck in achieving whatever goal you have set for yourself!
When I read your post about "being forever on a diet" and having gained weight upon moving in with your bf, I felt myself nodding my head in understanding. I can totally relate.
And also like you, I have a difficult time keeping the weight off once I've lost it. Funny how we work so hard to get to a place where we're happy and have to work even harder to maintain it.
I really hope that you have a great support system, people who will encourage you on your way. But if you need to talk, vent, or what have you, pm me...!
Best of luck!
~mel