Suzie~~
These very wise ladies are right, but please don't let it stop you from coming here for support, too.
Many of us have our own addictions; FOOD being one of them.
And we all need to find out WHY we are detrimental to our bodies and our health. Why do I eat too much, why don't I exercise, why do I smoke, why do I drink.........???
You are not alone, come here often but also seek a support group that can address your issues on a one to one basis.

to you, for taking the first plunge in admitting your problem and taking those first steps to cut down on the alcohol and seek support. Good luck, girl