[Godschild123]

Hello. Just wanted to introduce myself. I am obviously new to this site. I am here hoping to gain emotional support for the long journey I have decided to embark on. I need to change a lot about my life but it is so hard when you have no moral support. I have no family, husband, friends, associates etc so at times, it's very easy to want to give up. I am a Christian so my faith in God is the only reason I am still in my right mind.
Depression, low self esteem, loneliness and seclusion is all I know.
I have been heavy my entire life so the emotional trauma from the teasing, name calling, no friends etc is a part of my background.
I'm tired of the issues in my mind and body that has somewhat overtaken the real me. I deserve a life. I want friends. And yes, would even love to have a husband one day.
I recently lost 30 lbs just by letting a friend live with me and was too embarrassed to eat.
I'm 45 and have lost "me." I'm on a journey now to find her again and renew and restore her.

[Wannabehealthy]

Hello Godschild123. Welcome to 3FatChicks. Look around the forum and if there are any topics that interest you, jump right on in. We are all here for the same reason as you, to better ourselves in any way we can. Everyone will be helpful and accept any help you have to offer.

The fact that you lost 30 lbs under certain circumstances proves that you CAN do it. You have to do it for yourself, not for friends, family or associates. When it all boils down, you are the one you can count on to be there for you.

Good luck to you in this journey!

[dream710]