Desperate!
Hi!
Many years ago I joined a website to help me get through a rough break-up, and it really worked.
It is with that same hope that I joined here today, because I am having a tough time with my weight, and it's bothering me not only physically - but mentally, which only compounds the situation.
I will be 55 this December, and never before have I been so conscious of my age and 'aging' as I have been for the past few months. I had been at a more or less good weight (a size 8) for a few years, but this summer a lot of really bad things happened, of which one was that I lost my job where I used to run up and down stairs from 8 am until 3 pm, which really helped me not only keep my weight down, but also toned me up. I even felt it in my jowls... LOL.
Now it's been 4 and a half months since that, and I must have gained like 20 pounds.
Also, to be completely honest I used to take some diet pills intermittently at that time, and I decided to stop them completely in April. So I think I also have some rebound weight.
I feel all flabby, jiggly, and 'thick'.
I could really use some friends - I stopped my facebook page too - who know what this is about.
A few years back I did the master-cleanse fast and lasted 12 days, but this time I want to do a complete water fast for 21 days.
Any help that I could get in the meanwhile, I'd really appreciate.
I may not have time to write in the day, but I will catch up at night!
Thank you in advance,
Liz
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