Today is Australia Day, in-laws visiting (which poses the 'I don't want to be obviously on a diet' problem), anyway we had a BBQ for dinner which was no dramas but I made pavlova for dessert and I felt like having a toddler tantrum as I wanted it eat it SO badly.
I also make ice cream and the homemade ice cream was just further torture. Even as I was baking the pavolova and the meringue was whipping it was driving me nuts but I got through it and thought today I wouldn't feel tempted
Just had to vent to people who understand and can appreciate my effort to not even lick my finger that slipped into the cream as I was serving, still feel like I want to cry! It's just food!! Reminding myself my will power 'muscle' is getting stronger

arghhhh!!