I met my husband 12 years ago, I was 159 pounds. I am now 249 pounds. He tries to hide it but I know he is unhappy with my weight. Today we went to a park to walk on the track, I could see him nonchalantly looking at the in shape women jogging there. It kills me that I'm not that "in shape woman" anymore. Everyday I look in the mirror and I'm disgusted. I barely recognize who I see. How did I let myself become this? I feel so horrible that both my husband and I am unhappy with the way I look, that I eat unhealthy foods. I'm an emotional eater.. and afterwards it just makes me feel worse.
I wish my husband could tell me that he's happy with me at any weight, but I know he would be lying
husband unhappy with my weight
