Been ready to lose inches for far too long.
Hello! Call me Sully or call me Smalls!
Small, I am not. Nor do I plan to be.. these hips just aren't going to let that happen. However, they are currently sizing in at 41inches making me [according to the taping algorithm] 28% percent body fat.
I run. I lift. I eat well… when you don't include the wine, microbrews (drinking one now) and the night time mini piece of chocolate I rarely don't crave.
I consider myself a healthy, fit person. But 90% of the time I look in the mirror, I feel like I'm joking myself. That young woman is not fit. She has never run a marathon [she has] or complete a Tough Mudder [she did that too!]
For months and months, I've been aiming at making my body reflect my self definition. I'm here at 3FC for support and for complete accountability. I'll tell you right now that I know my TOM is a comin' and I am working from 6pm to 6am (may I also mention I woke up at 630am this morning?) I haven't binged, but I have been hungry and snacky throughout the day. I aim for lean proteins, and even satisfying the smallest bit of sugar crave with almond butter and dark chocolate chips. Is it helping? Eh.
I hope you girls can keep me focused. I have the motivation and determination, just not all the time.
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