Hi everyone!!!!
Hello. My name is Brenda and I have gotten angry at the way I let myself go these last 10 years and have decided to declare war on being fat!!!!! I was the slender girl, the one who thought basic training was fun, who could order clothes thru the mail and would know it would totally fit me, looked forward to summer clothes. But after a really bad divorce, working odd hours a few years ago and not paying attention, I have gained almost 60 pounds!!!!! And I have carried that with me for over 10 years. I weigh myself almost everyday and say that I will do something about it, but then go and eat a bag of chips or order another pizza. I am now at 215 pounds. And you know the really scary part? It only slightly bothered me when I reached 200, 205. It took reaching 215 to cause the panic. I want to be the me that was confident. I want to be healthy and be here for my new husband. I will be 49 Dec. 15 and want to see some control over my habits by the time I am 50. Today is the first day of my new beginning. I spent the afternoon googling forums and found that this is where I might feel comfortable. And this would be my diary. One that I can look back and see the results. The posters sound encouraging to each other and happy for triumphs. And I will need someone to yell put down that mountain dew and get some unsweetened tea!!!!
Anyhoos.....I hope that I can make some friends on my journey. Have a great day!!!!!!!!!!!! B.
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Good luck with your efforts!
