It seems like when I start out trying to be a healthier me I do really great for a couple of months, but then it goes down hill from there! I swear I feel like a drug addict trying to find her next fix... it usually comes in the form of chocolate and/or pasta! The horrible thing is I know what i'm doing but I just can't seem to stop. I feel crazy some days, but i'm sure i'm not alone with this problem. my goal as of right now is to just get under 300 lbs. i'm not going to set myself up for failure and want to lose 150 i'm going to take baby steps this time around.