NERVOUS: First Day Back, I'm Getting Hunger Pains and Growing Doubt
I had been making some pretty good progress toward my weight loss goals toward the end of 2012... I was a size 14, creeping up toward a 16 last summer, but got down to a solid size 12 by Christmas. At Christmas, I tried on wedding gowns. I felt soooo good!
Then, shortly after the new year, I was attacked by a crazy man on the street. He tried to kill me. Thankfully, I fought back hard, and a bypasser car scared him away by honking at him. Thirteen stitches later, I have a large scar on my neck. Not only that, since January 2nd (when the event happened) I've gained back nine pounds. SIGH.
I am glad to be alive, but have let my appetite get out of control. Today was my first day back. I managed to do a small kettlebell workout this morning, and have started tracking calories. I'm soooooo hungry! I'm worried that I won't be able to get back on track.
Thank you for reading this. I think that I just had to get this out there.
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