I'm a Texas gal myself, Cini! When they say "everything's bigger in Texas," they aren't kidding around. Our regular meal sizes here shock northerners and foreigners.
I don't know about you- but my weakness is a big bowl of pinto beans and cornbread. And chili. Just about anything with beans. Don't get me started on TexMex food. <3 ... Anyway, leaving behind my big-ol'-plate-o'-good-food-starved digression, I feel you. Food is great. I get sad, and my immediate reponse: EAT. I get bored: EAT. I get feeling good: EAT to celebrate!!
We're all in the struggle together, girl. I'm new to the forum as well, and my regular weigh-ins, as well as reading the successes of other and receiving support of folks like me, have really kept me optimistic (despite my generally pessimistic nature.) Keep at it, and let us help.
So, welcome to 3FS, and I hope to hear some success stories from you along your journey!!