So I am 21 live in Scotland and I've decided enough is enough I moan constantly about my weight and yet will order a pizza in or munch a cheese toastie.
Most folk are shocked when they learn I'm a veggie I think them like me before I turned over a year ago now think of veggies as skinny folk unfortunately cheese, pasta and bread are meat free and my favourite always have been.
I used to weigh 9stones 9lbs when i was 17-18 but id dropped weight rapidly due to being in a bad place in life. Before that I was a 11 stone10lbs - 12 stones 4lbs usually and I wasn't too displeased with that I couldve done with shedding a stone maybe but i could deal with it.
Once I started eating healthily again I just ballooned out and my appetite seems to be getting bigger and bigger and my motivation to do anything on my days off is lacking. I thankfully do seem to have levelled out on the weight gain front but I'm so much bigger than I've ever been and ever want to be!
this is me in numbers-
SW- 214lbs
GW- 140lbs
Height- 5”6
Waist-39inches
hips- 44 inches
bust - 45 inches
L upperarm- 12.5 inches
R upperarm - 13 inches
L thigh - 26.5inches
R thigh - 26.5 inches
I am quite broad and will always have big boobs so weather I'll look healthy at 10 stones I'm not sure I know I didn't before but then I wasn't getting much sleep and wasn't loosing healthily. So the 140lbs GW is just a rough estimate.
I've got such a mountain to climb I just want someone to help me out to share struggles and successes with as I don't particularly want to tell anyone I know what I'm doing for fear of failure.
So please please please someone anyone I dont mind where you're from what age you are we're all going through the same struggle and any support is just brilliant!
thank you