Hey all!
My name is Elisha and I seem to have lost myself and I am on a journey to find my innerself through this huge costume of fatness that I'm wearing.
Goes a little like this:
Through my young years I was never small from 5-11 i was the chunky child and then I randomly thinned out and I thought maybe things would be different but everyone was doing so great in life so when I hit 12 i weighed as much as I should for my height but i kept growing throughout middle school depression with foster care and split ups and even in highschool I just hid under huge clothes I didn't talk much because I was afraid of being noticed in the wrong way.. I did a workout for about a month and lost 20 pounds and was so happy but it went right back up. so Now i'm 20 and about 20 pounds away from 300lbs which is scary. and I was kids and i want to be able to run with them and play until i cant move anymore

. But Right now I'm in a situation where I can't really go anywhere so I sit around , yes I exercise but after I have no where to walk to or just go out because of where I live. If there is anyone that would be my exercise penpal to talk to me daily.. maybe make up schedules together I'd die of happiness

please let me know. we can message text call anything. Would be greatly appreciated!