
I need motivation that is what I lack the most. If I don't see major results I feel like a failure and think why even bother.
I have also become a Type 2 diabetic which is miserable along with high BP. Oh, and I have PCOS, yes I know a train wreck!. I would like kids someday and would like to grow old with my soon to be husband and if things do not change I don't know that I will.

