The last 2 trips to the doctor's office for my official monthly weigh-in, I have broken out in tears in the office.
I can completely understand. I haven't been this weight in 15 years. In all my time of dieting, I could never get to this weight.
At times, it feels so surreal to me, that I fear the day I wake up and this all has just been a dream.
I'm just about at my halfway mark, and I can't remember weighing less than the halfway mark (I'm sure I did, but it was over 18 years ago, so I have nooo recollection of what it felt like, and I was still developing at the time)
I get inspired by the fact that I have no idea what I'm going to look like when I reach my goal, but even getting this far, is groundbreaking to me.
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