Thanks to you all for responding.

. Sometimes there is nothing like talking to people who know how it is! I am feeling a bit better today thankfully. Forward on we go!
Marigrace- I hope that once most of the weight is gone I stop being in so much pain! I hope the same thing for you with your knees, it is so frustrating to think that I did this to myself but I am glad to finally feel like I have the power to change

I went and got some low Cal snacks, I think not bring able to eat on my own terms just threw for a loop since I am in class. Thank you and
Jayeli- I have seen my doctor and went to physical therapy for 2the months and the sad thin is that the exercises she said I could do at the gym hurt and cause inflammation so I don't do them (stationary bike is sometimes OK but the elliptical really did a number on me). I am going to try to get a second opinion from another podiatrist so hopefully they will give Me more answers. You are so right about the ready to eat bars, I went out and bought some-i resisted them because I only waned to eat fresh but now I realize this new schedule will be including a lot of compromise. Thank you and
Guynna- I have had this tendonities for about 6 months, ended up getting really depressed because I was using an office chair to wheel around my house for about 6 weeks and gained even more weight (eventhough I knew being obese is a huge contributing factor). I hope that your tendinitis improves, I was paying for physical therapy out of pocket so I got sent off before my body was ready- my therapist was doing astym treatments which were amazing and actually relieved some of my pain. You may want to look into it. Looks like I am going to do some recipe searches.
