So I found a pic of me exactly 1 year ago at a tight size 16 and 245lbs in an XXL shirt or a big XL shirt. I started exercise and eating clean on June 15 of 2011 and took a pic of me today! I'm down to a size 14 and a large shirt and I never thought 1 size would make a difference! In my mind I was like oh it's only 1 size, it's only 1 size no big deal....well it is a big deal! It took almost 35lbs of weight loss to get down a size! I'm just so happy that I'm starting to look taller. I'm only 5"3 so the weight (especially around my mid section) made me look shorter than I was! Looking back at pics I couldn't believe I was that big, I was in total denial about it! I'm also posting a pic of me in 2009 at 255lbs in a tight 18! (10lbs less my highest weight) I've been slowly chipping away at this since 2009 but really got serious this past June.
I guess I get frustrated cause I see the pics and the changes and think to myself I don't have to keep going but that's a lie I tell myself I believe to stay fat! I have a LONG way to go and I want to lose another 75lbs, I have always hid my weight pretty good (well so I thought until I hit 255lbs!) but the size I am now has been my norm for the most part. I have to push through this mindset, weight loss is such a psychological journey for me! Everyone tells me I look fine now but that's only 33% of my goal completed! It frustrates me when so many people tell me to stop! I believe I have come to a place that I am finally going to just listen to me for once and get to goal!
Thanks for looking and reading! This site has really been helping me!



