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Hi all,
I just signed up for my first triathlon under the group category "Athena"
For those of you who don't know what the "Athena" category is, it's for women who are over 150 pounds----the "heavier" triathlete.
In April, I was able to get all the way down to 152! Something snapped in my mind---my sister's wedding---I started to drink and eat and be merry again, and bam---those eight pounds are right back on me.
It makes me sad, I mean---I try so hard, don't I? I am doing a triathlon next week and I still don't have the body I want.
If I can do all this, why I can't I drop down to the 140 I want to be?
Why?
Now that I finally could see how happy I was at 150, how sexy and lean I felt, I see the reason to try and lose the weight again.
So far today, I am at about 1100 calories, just take it easy for dinner and I am sure I will see a drop in the scale tomorrow---but still----it does get very frustrating.
amy
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