I've been *reallllllly* struggling the last few months, and the last 3.5 weeks I've been crazy binging. I've gained nearly 9 pounds back.

I've been digging deep down inside to figure out WHAT is causing me to eat like this...
We've been having contractors here working on the basement. I always get super stressed during home renovations. Also, my treadmill is in the basement so I haven't been able to run since they started AND I don't really dig doing videos and haven't been able to run outside b/c I'm a SAHM with a DH who works long hours. Finally, even though we have the money to finish the basement, writing any large checks stresses me out.
So, I think it's a combination of the 3. Even though I'm pretty certain that's what's been going on, I haven't been able to fight the urges to binge. Today is day 1 of being binge free. I *think* I've dug deep enough to find what it is I need to get off this merry-go-round of losing/gaining the same 5-9 pounds.
I'll tell ya what, though. I got rid of my "fat" clothes a couple months back and now that my new size 16 capris are snug and I can only *just* fit into them has been an enormous help.

That stressing about money is definitely making me not want to have to go spend more on bigger clothes!
Oh! And I've been working in the yard to burn some calories. We bought a house last year with an insane amount of landscaping and there's sooooooooooooooo much to do out there!