[PiperB]

I'm fairly new here... I started WW 4 weeks ago. Looking to lose 26 lbs. Have lost 12 so far. I don't eat normally. I binge. Not as bad as I have in the past, and the WW seems to REALLY be helping.

Anyway, I had a super frustrating day today and I am sitting here in my kitchen and all I want to do is eat. I want to ignore WW for the rest of the day and feed myself until I feel better.

I feel angry because we are **finally** doing some work on our house and the painter simply didn't show up today. I just got home to find that out so I don't know why yet.

I cannot get a hold of my husband to talk to him. He is commuting home and on another call. I feel like a child but I get soooo frustrated when he doesn't answer my call.

Chaperoned a school fieldtrip today. My younger daughter went with a mom from her class. I found out when we got to SF (an hourlong drive), that the lady PUT MY 6 YR OLD IN THE FRONT SEAT of her car. I want to yell and throw a fit.

We are having a new sitter tomorrow and I am really particular about how clean my house is, and it just feels like a mess right now. But I am SO exhausted. And I have a long run tomorrow, so I need to be up early. And I feel like I haven't gotten enough sleep in ages.

I'm falling apart and I really don't want to abuse food to feel better. I feel like I am stuck in a vice.

If you have read this, thank you so so so much.
~M

[blueydloyalady]

Sorry you are struggling! I'm sure you feel helpless because I know thats how I feel when I have days like that. You sound like me..I go crazy when my H won't answer the phone and we r in the middle of building a house..thats a whole different story! lol When I get upset and feel outta control I say the serenity prayer and it really helps. I hope you find your strength.