Hello...
I have tried this venture before but this time I am facing it with anger and determination. I am angry at myself because, even though it may seem silly, I realized I am my worst enemy...I can blame it on all sorts of things, but in the end it comes down to being tough on me, and disciplined. So I am angry and fed up enough to keep this going.
I feel the exact same way. I've always been told those kind of things growing up too. Actually realizing that it's up to me to change anything in my life was very upseting. I totally understand where you are coming from with this. I know you can keep yourself going, but if you need someone to talk to you can message me. :P
So Angry that I know it'll work....
Dhani 
