Hello everybody.
Well, I've decided to finally be honest with myself, and get down to business.
Over the past 2 years, I went from a "not bad looking" curvaceous girl...the collar bones that stick out, and an hourglass figure, with just a little extra...to, well, as I put it, a "mass of yuck". Depression, a desk job instead of one on my feet all day, and big life changes over the past few years have definitely helped pack on the flab.
I hate it!!!
I've been taking the steps to better my health. As of today, I am 30 days smoke free (and yeah, packed on a good 10 pounds probably from that transition), and have been starting to incorporate an excercise routine in my daily life. Treadmill walks, longer walks with my dog, yoga (unfortunately, I can't bend well anymore, I've lost so much flexibility now...), and just trying to stay active.
I've really noticed though, that I can't move like I used to, I lose my breath faster, and I just don't feel right in my body anymore.
I have noticed also, I'm a binger. Big time. I don't know if the lack of smoking is making me notice it, or the Lexapro that I've been on for 2 years is contributing. It gets so bad that I find myself eating when I'm not hungry, just eating because it's there.
I know that everything I have mentioned is probably related in one way or another. It's only logical.
Anyway, I'm rallying up the biggest support group I can find, and in reading through the boards for a while, you all here seem like a great bunch of cheerleaders.
Onto 2011, in with the good, out with the fat!
-Jenn