I am simply disgusted with myself. I lost 5 pounds this summer, went back to work, and have now put it ALL back on. I was at work yesterday and looked down and a button on my blouse had popped open.
I had a much simpler schedule this summer and really thought I had gotten into some good habits. I had the thought today that I should go to the grocery store and buy exactly 1500 calories worth of food, go home, put it on my counter and make a shopping "list" and then on Saturday, buy 7 of each item. I almost think I am going to have to do something like that because of my crazy schedule. Since I have gone back to work and started my new grad school classes, I have been getting around 6 hours sleep a night. I am crazy busy.
Has anyone else done something as extreme as eating the exact same food every day? It is like I don't have time to even think when I pack my lunch....but in the summer, I would lay it out the night before ( I even had little baggies with chips or whatever in them). I think my new "plan" is probably like what Jenny Craig and diets like that are like. Takes the thinking out of it.
I would love to hear from you guys. The good news is I still walk my dog, so I don't feel like a complete failure. I just look at my progress from the summer and realize I could have doubled it by now. I would look and feel amazing if I lost 20 pounds...I would be where I was in my 20s. I look on this board at people who have lost SO MUCH MORE and wonder what they have that I don't. Am I just a weak person....ugh!!