New & Frustrated...
Nearly every single day I vow that today is going to be the day where I don't binge and I finally lose weight, however I still end up messing up. I only want to lose 12 more pounds, but I'm just so frustrated that I'm very close to being where I want to be but these last 12 pounds have made me feel so terrible and I just want so badly to lose them and keep them off. I'm currently trying to get the inspiration to go work out, but it's so difficult. I used to be obsessed with the gym and sometimes go twice a day, but I can't afford my gym membership and I just got back from travelling and I'm in the process of moving so I can't get back into a gym routine for a couple more weeks.
So frustrated! Tomorrow (I always say this) I'm determined to try again.
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