Hi, my name is Jennifer. I am 28 years old and about 50 pounds overweight. I weigh in at around 190 pounds right now.

Far from where I was before I had my children. I have an 8 year old and a 5 year old. The weight that I gained from my pregnancies never came off.Plus I added to it

I am serious about losing weight and looking at all the options... which led me to this board. Hoping to find inspiration and encouragement here. Ugh... anything. I have "manic depression". I was diagnosed with it but never went back for any of my other appointments.
I feel like a huge failure at life right now. SO many things need to change and I am going in circles.
Anyhow, glad to be here. Hate to be a downer but Im really depressed tonight. I was doing well with getting exercise and drinking water for about 4 days... I ate 2 chocolate chip cookies a few hours ago.