I've been "changing" my life as of April or so. You know, making better choices. Cutting out soda, and all of the bad habit foods. I got really into Jillian's 30 Day Shred. I was totally in love with it and doing excellent. One day, while doing the jump rope portion, I landed wrong. This causes my back to hurt insanely bad just between the shoulder blades. I could do crunches, sit ups, push ups, ANYTHING til I was blue in the face, but I could not do anything related to jumping. And for those of you unfamiliar with jillian's 30 day shred, there's A LOT of jumping in it. So I figured I'd take a small break. You know a couple days, and see how I felt. Nope. Still horrible. This made me really depressed and made me feel like I was doing absolutely everything in my power to get my body back, but failed. I'd try my hardest to do the exercises, but couldn't due to how much it hurt. So I took a longer break, but switched my exercises up. I figured I'd just do the strength training portions of Jillian's, then (this may sound silly) just do 35-45 minutes of Dance Dance Revolution for the cardio portion (the game does feature a wonderful workout mode). That was going well for awhile but ended up KILLING my feet. Like oh dear jesus I can't walk. That bad. (sounds like a lot of excuses, but I assure you it's all true). So FINALLY I found a work out that suits me. Slim in 6. I gave it a try, and it's awesome. Nothing back straining, or foot straining. It's a lot of work and effort, but it's amazing and fits me well.
I've forbidden junk food in my house. I'm doing excellent on that part. It's not even an issue for me anymore. I've been loading up on my favorite fruits and vegetables, and cutting out the breads and pastas, OR when I do eat them, I stay in control.
I keep telling myself all of this, and that I'm doing good, but it's so hard to stay motivated. Not that I feel like I'm in danger of slipping back into my old habits. But I'm always so concerned that I may be wasting my time, or that it's not going to work, or that I'm just totally failing at losing weight. But I figure, if I'm doing something drastically different than what my body is used to IE eating better, exercising, etc. Something is bound to happen.
Anyone else ever get this way?
Also, I am onto the 2nd phase of slim in 6, and it's 48 minutes long

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Not that I have trouble keeping up with that, I can handle it. I just feel like I get bored too easily. Sigh..
I need some pep talk.