I haven't been on here for awhile. And yes, it is because I have strayed far off plan and didn't want to weigh myself and post it everyday like I have been doing. And I think I wasn't ready to make a commited change. I have finished my summer class, which means I GRADUATE WITH MY BACHELORS. Stress will always be part of my life, and I need to eradicate it as an excuse to not do what's healthiest for my body. Having said that, NOW is the time, stress is the lowest for me that it's been for years. While not my ideal job, I bartend, I am employed. And will be job hunting, but not afraid of how to pay the bills. And going to school and fulltime work is no longer my life. At least not right now. Summer is almost here. I am going to hawaii in 5 months. I can lose 20lbs by then. TODAY needs to be the day I start. I am doing Joel Fuhrmen's "eat to live" program for the next six weeks. And with my husbands support in that endevor, there is no time like the present. Anyways, I felt I needed to face the music, tell you all what a slacker and failure I have been. May was supposed to be the month. I do want to do the daily weigh ins, but I am abstaining from the scale for 2 weeks. I think that for my health this eating way is ideal and how I want to try to live my life. I don't want to weight for two weeks so I can focus on how my body feels when it is eating so much healthy, whole nutritious food, and not be derailed if the scale does funky things different days. So I will face seeing 184.6 for 2 weeks on my ticker, and then I'll be jumping on that scale and watching it fall!!!!! Thanks for your support chicks and wish me luck!
Today I had to face the music...and will move my ticker :(
You can do it!
