I am trying to be realistic and not so so strict but it is very dificult. I know that when I 'cheat' or induldge, even if it is planned I just want more of that food. I find it hard to stop after I eat the planned portion.
I dont necessarily feel sick, but guilty and I feel like I just ruined all the work i did up to that point.
I dont know how to start unthinking this way...
I think that it is mostly because I am contstantly thinking about food, how much I ate, when I ate last, what I ate, when will I eat next, what will I eat, how many cals. have I eaten. how many cals. do I have left for the day.
I wish I knew that it would get easier and become a lifestyle...
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