I'm Zora, I'm a 36 year old mother, wife and SAHM. I'm a RN by profession, but being a mother to special needs kids does take a lot of time and energy. This year I'm learning to take care of myself also. Years of not eating before all the rest of the family's needs were met and then eating very unhealthy in that one meal late at night etc. got me here. This year I've started to make myself a priority also. Learning to eat enough during the day and make healthy choices for the meal that used to be my only meal, exercising, getting enough sleep and stop drinking soft drinks is hard sometimes. I need to remind myself constantly.
My starting weight was 309 pounds. Over the last few years I've slowly lost some of it, and in January this year I started my more focused weight loss journey (with poor results in pounds, but great results in inches). I now weigh 266 pounds. So that's why I wonder if I belong here since I'm not over 300 pounds right now, even though I started there.
The reason why I do feel like I might belong here, is that after reading this board for a few weeks I really recognize myself in particulary the issues being focused on here. I did get to 309 pounds for a reason and I still battle with that reason. Or those reasons.
Anyway: Here I am. If I shouldn't be here, let me know.

