Hey everyone. I am 24 (25 in less than 2 weeks), and I am living with PCOS. I haven't been officially diagnosed because I don't have insurance and getting anyone to do tests, actually listen to you speak is a joke. I communicated with a doctor for about a year who was a GYNO specialist and she told me she was sure I had PCOS. Over a month ago I started trying to lose weight, calorie counting. I did amazing. Lost 17 pounds, SO much motivation. Well, I've been having my TOM for over 6 weeks now and my motivation is SO gone. I feel just like crap. No matter how much I eat clean, do what I'm supposed to I just feel awful. When I bleed for over a month my body always just gets wiped out. There isn't anything I can do about it. Which sucks a lot. Last week I cheated on my diet for the first time. Now it's just becoming an almost daily thing. Well, I've probly cheated 4 days out of the last 2 weeks. I'm so mad at myself. But, I just don't have the energy to fight it. I've been good today, but I have still went over my daily calories. I haven't eaten anything really bad it's just that no matter what I eat I'm still hungry, tired, ready to STOP bleeding already. And it would be different if my flow was light, but it is far from it. Not really sure why I am posting this. Maybe just to get a mental hug, but I am so sick of this. I just want my uterus to leave my alone! lol... Anyways, thanks for listening..
