Hi! I know the feeling as well. For me it was being weighed at the Y the other day... I was weighed 3 months ago at a doctor's appointment and remember being about 285 and thankful I had stayed under 300. (I haven't weighed myself since having my last child 3 years ago) Well, at the Y I weighed in at 316. Even if the scales were a lil different... that was a shocking and scary thing to see.
This seems like a great place for support and accountability and all that stuff...

Welcome!