Hi, I've been reading around the forum this morning and so many of you describe how I've been feeling. I'm relieved to be here!
I'm 47, married with two adult children and like many others I've struggled with my weight for many years.
I haven't weighed myself in a while, I was avoiding it to be truthful. Yesterday I finally weighed myself and I was shocked to see that I now weigh 209 lbs!
Thats more than I weighed when I was nine months pregnant with a 10lb baby!!!
I can't believe I've let this happen to myself to be truthful. I look so fat and I feel so frumpy. I'm a real apple shape and so I have a huge belly with skinny little legs. I used to be really fussy about taking care of my looks, now I have to make do with loose tops and pants to try and cover the bulges, when did I stop caring.?
Over the last few years I've had a lot of family stress which has contributed to my weight gain. I've also started menopause earlier this year and have been off work sick for several months now (with other health problems) and been diagnosed with low thyroid. My exercise ability is still limited at the moment.
So after my little 'pity party' yesterday I have decided that I CAN do this, but I have finally realised that I can't do it alone, so I went looking for a good forum to join to help me stop feeling so isolated and miserable.
The success stories here are really helpful! I feel really encouraged by what I've read and my plan at the moment is to concentrate on eating less carbs, to increase my intake of healthy vegetables and to eat protein at each meal. I just know this has to be a lifestyle change for me, not a diet.
I bought a swim suit last week but when I put it on I LOOK pregnant! so it will have to wait for a while...
I really am looking forward to losing weight with you all and eventually posting my own success story here, thanks for having me, I appreciate your support