SERIOUSLY!
I have seen enough
GHOST WHISPERER
in my day to know it can happen!....you know....
where the
"spirit" 
doesn't cross over and makes you do things you don't want to.
Normally I don't believe in that stuff but when
Jennifer Love Hewitt 
says it's true...well...it's
TRUE!
There are 3 things I just love about her....her honesty is one of them
Anyway....I really think I am re-possessed.....certain things just keep recurring in my life....
all this past week I was off work, for the most part.....
each day I intended to eat healthy....and I did...kind of....except where I added
cheese 
to my lunches made at home....
Why can I have a sandwich and a thermos of soup for lunch at work and be fine....
then find out when I am home, I not only have the sandwich and soup but I add....freakin' nachos almost every single time!!
Why?

I'm not hungry

after the sandwich and soup...I know it isn't good for me....
the only thing I can think of is that it is
completely out of my control...
something is

possessing

me....
and it keeps
RE-Occuring....
it does....