Hi honey, you are so not alone in your struggles and you have come to a good place to get support. Logging in here every day is a really great way to get my mind of food and back onto my goal plan, because ultimately the pleasure you put in your mouth one day will cause you misery the next, but I know you already know that.
I know what you mean about getting discouraged when you don't see results quickly and it can become easy to just allow yourself to fall back into your bad habits and give up - but that does us no favours. I have struggled with my weight since I was in my early teens and i've done all the fad diets and i've hurt myself quite a lot in the process. But I realise now, that it isn't just about losing the weight one day and then returning to my normal lifestyle once I've done that, it's about learning to eat sensibly and healthily and in a way that I can sustain my eating habits forever.
My biggest problem is when I start denying myself foods. Saying, "now I can't eat this, I can't eat that, I must eat this and this and this" etc. That doesn't work and that is what causes us to binge. You must not think of a diet as a punishment but as a healthy lifestyle. You must eat as though you are already thin and you already eat well.
Whenever I start to get impatient with my weight loss or feel bored I always think to myself that whether I stop eating healthier and just give up or whether I stick with it, time is still going to pass. In a month I could either be thinner or heavier and it's my choice because that month is still going to come. Weight loss must be gradual in order for you to sustain and in the long run it will be worth it and you will be happier.
I really hope to see you around the forum - any time you need support just ask on here and there are loads of people who completely understand where you are coming from.
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