my name is (not) stillclock/clock/isolde.
nice to meet you.
i'll poke around a bit and figure out how it all works, but right now i'm thinking about starting a blog and pouring it all out there. and then using this group to help me change my life in radical ways.
as if my very existence depends on it, because i think it does.
really.
i need to lose about 80 pounds. and here's where the blog should probably take over, because there's so much to say and so little at the same time.
it's easy right? eat well and less, move more.
and yet it's so hard, and so tied to every other thing in my life, from a desperate lack of confidence and an all-time record level of self loathing, to a fear of success and intimacy and all the messy gooey bits in between.
nice.
eat well and less. move more.
cry less, laugh more.
ask for help, offer your hand.
so.
hi!
isolde