Ok so for anyone who has been with me since I started this thread knows that I have had a lot going on in the past couple of months. With me and my bf of 2 1/2 years breaking up(we were going to get married in october) to me moving back home to michigan from nevada. And on top of it all trying to lose the baby weight that is sticking to me.
My goal was to be in the 100's by new years eve...because I am going out and want to feel confident and for some reason seeing the 1 on the scale makes a huge difference to me. Well as of today I am at 198.8 so that is super exciting. Also my love life is looking up as well...I invited my friend Randy to come over to hang with me and some friends in town and it had been a long time since I had seen him. Well long story short we ended up making out(which I can't even remember what that was like anymore)and ya know it felt nice to feel those butterfly feelings again.
So I am super excited to go out with him and all of my friends on New Years Eve and see what happens!!! Oh yeah and I got this super hot outfit and I will definitely post some pictures of that night on here.
I dont want a boyfriend, just feels nice to have someone be interested me!
Well I feel like most of my support comes from this thread and I honestly don't know what I would do without all of the ladies on here that are giving me the thumbs up and helping me change my life for good!
So thank you again...just wanted to give everyone an update
Isn't that amazing? How a crappy year can end so well? Especially with a big break up and move behind you, I'm glad you found a good place. Your post was so happy it made me happy for you. And a little jealous. Those butterfly feelings are nice. Enjoy onederland. It is a wonderful place.
And I'd love to see those New Year's Eve pics, I'm sure you'll look rockin'!
I'm so happy for you!!! What a great time of the year for everything to be falling in place! And I have to admit I'm jealous! Yes I love my bf dearly. But I miss those butterflies! THere is a certain type of butterfly you only get when something is new and exciting, and its such a great feeling, enjoy it!
Ok so I left my house last night and went into town and the guy invited me over to his house to hang so I did....I watched him play rock band...we watched a movie and totally just hung out for hours. But I feel better about the other night when we were kind of drunk because we were sober last night and totally clicked!! I am thinking maybe dating but I feel like I shouldn't...I dont know. AND I weighed in at 197.6 this morning...maybe I will make it to my goal of 197.3 by tomorrow....I guess the butterflies do wonders on my boredom eating
Oh and totally not on this topic but I LOVE the new Britney spears cd haha
My life is looking up
They always tend to find a way eventually.
