I feel like such an idiot right now!
I spent time this morning preparing a fruit salad with FAGE yoghurt, and a spinach salad with tomatoes, light mozz and red onion and I ate NONE of it.
In fact, I didn't EAT today at all, with the exception of breakfast. I only ate candy!

Lots and lots of candy!

By the time I ate enough this morning I had no desire to eat at lunchtime, then I finally got hungry again around 3pm when I had to go to a meeting. That lasted until 4pm and I thought "well, I'll be going home soon and I have a lot to do so I'll just push through and eat later". DUMB. I just ate more candy after that!!
I KNOW I don't need to beat myself up about this but I am so sick and frigging tired of not having the control and the will to take care of myself right now. I'm just so incredibly annoyed with myself!!!
Someone PLEASE tell me why I can't do this?! Why am I allowing my little depression and stress rule my life instead of ME taking care of myself?! WHY?????