Hi LVBelle, and
Gosh, I know where you're coming from. I started SO many years off thinking "This is going to be my year". But then one year, I really DECIDED it was time. I can't really describe the change, but it was undeniably different. I was determined in a way I never thought I could be.
Have you visited our "Chicks in Control" forum yet? It might be a good place to start if you have issues with binging. Otherwise, do you have a specific plan you're going to follow? If so, we probably have a forum for it, so look around, ask questions, and most importantly, keep posting!
Can't wait to see you around soon!