I'm so sorry! I know how discouraging the excess skin is.

Would you consider other surgeons?
Also, may I ask a question -- but please feel free to tell me to butt out.
Are you considering a TT now or are you going to wait until you reach your goal? I see you have 38 pounds to go -- waiting until those pounds are gone could make a big difference in your surgical results. If you got a TT now, you might discover that you still have excess skin once all the weight is gone. Most PS's advise patients to wait until they're at a stable goal weight before surgery.
Could you save your money as you finish losing weight and have surgery be your reward for reaching goal?