im tired . im done. today is the first day of the rest of my life. for me to take care of myself , to stop feeling not good enough, not attractive enough, scared ill disgust my boyfriend to someone knew, even though i truly know he wouldnt leave. toooooo break out of my shell . and run to the steps closer to the new reeeeaaaaalllll me.
Woohoo!!!!! Go get um freegeegrl. Good luck to you on your venture. There's nothing to stop you from attaining what you want if you put your mind to it. You most certainly CAN do this.
Just think positive no matter what bad thought enters your mind! Because when you're unhappy and upset it's easier to turn to food. When you're positive you can keep doing well!
You are the real you right now. You shouldn't hold yourself back just because you're overweight!! It'll make your life so much better. Congratulations on deciding to make this change, and I wish you the best of luck!