Introducing myself while admitting I have a problem...
Hello everyone!
I am new to 3FC but have already found the community so helpful. I am almost 20 years old and would say I have had a weight problem for my entire life. As a child, my older sister outsined me in many ways, and was brutally mean to me, which caused me to grow up feeling that I was unworthy of love/respect/beauty, and caused me to turn to food for comfort. My sister and I are best friends nowadays, and she is extremely sorry for all of the psychological damage she did, as we were just kids, and I forgive her for that, but the damage is done, and I have a problem.
My problem used to be worse. Back when I was topping off at about 230, I was extremely depressed and suffered from a panic disorder. I have successfully fought the depression and anxiety, and there is just one more obstacle standing in my way..... my weight...
I have lost some weight, but it has taken me 2 years!! I just keep going up and down like a yo yo... in the beg. of the year I got as low as 190, and then just creeped back up..
I am ready to finally get back on track and get back in control of my eating, and I appreciate all of the support I know I will have here....
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