Hi CoolFatChik!
Sounds like you have come to the right place! This is a FANTASTIC site with so many inspirational stories and thousands of inspirational people! The wonderful thing is that since there are so many on the site, there's someone or a number of someones who are experiencing what you are experiencing at the same time!
Come around often, post when you want, check out the AMAZING goals and mini-goals picture albums, and ENJOY!
You can do this!
Cheryl