I'm married to a man who is TOO supportive. He loves me,really really loves me like this. Can't understand why I want to change. (He's nuts(lol))
I have 2 kiddos a DD age 12 and a DS age 10.
My first goal on my ticker below is,of course,my first goal. If I can go below 200...wow...I can't even imagine how happy I'll be. Isn't that a shame? To be happy just to be in the 100's again?
Biggest problem I have,besides my hubby being so loving(is that a problem?lol) Is that the kids and DH are all thin. Tall and thin. Me 5'4" and huge! I became over weight dating DH 15 years ago. We ate out alot and he eats alot when we do. I ate because he ate and I never looked back. I LOVE food. Everything about it. It's rough cooking 2 meals but thats life for me now.
Now is my time. And this time it's going to work for me. This time is different because I'm tired of being tired. I'm tired of size 24 clothes(being tight),I'm tired of looking in the mirror and hating what I see, I'm tired of my DH touching me and cringing,and I'm tired of worring if my kids friends have said anything to them that make them feel bad about their mother. I want to meet my future grandchildren and if I keep going this way I won't get to. So here I go. As honest as I can be. Hope to get to know you all. I have a feeling it's going to be a long journey for me.
