So, I jumped on the scale this weekend for the 1st time in a while...
And what was the conclusion?? Oh, that's right - I'm HUGE!!! and I just don't mean "oh, I need to lose 20 pds", I mean, I need to lose 126 pounds! I weighed in at 276.2 - how the heck did I let myself get to that point?? Yet, somehow, I didn't feel like crawling into a hole and never coming out. I'm taking this as a personal challenge! Weight issues run in my family, and I want to stop it. I'm only 23, but one day I would like to have kids... can you imagine how hard it would be to take of 125 pds PLUS babyweight at the same time? No thanks. I love swimming - ask me when the last time was that I was in a bathing suit infront of someone? Or, the fact that I don't wear shorts in the summer, I wear long pants because I have horribly ugly legs? I'm so tired of that. I know I wont lose the weight by summer, but who's to say I can't look better by then?
So, I now have to be accountable and this is my way of doing it!
Anyone else in the same boat???????
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