Good early morning, all:
It's 5AM and I've been tossing and turning since 3:30. I'll go back to bed soon, but just checked to see what's happening.
Vickie, I hope you know that we are thinking of you and Jim...I bet even some of the lurkers are too!!
About a state of mind: Over the last few years I have successfully lost and kept off 30 pounds. It's normally been about wanting to look better for this or that event. Now, it really has to be about better health for me. (Of course, there IS another reunion in the Spring

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I set Dec. 3rd as a deadline to get moving again because it is the first anniversary of my sister's death. I am convinced, rightly or wrongly, that if she had moved more she would likely still be among the living. Maybe I shouldn't tie my own behaviour to her death. But, maybe I should....it should be a good motivator and a push beyond hypocrisy. Who am I to say what she should have done? I have to do what I have to do.
It's been about 6 months since I seriously did any aerobic exercise. I'm good about free weights, floor exercises and walking. It puzzles me because I actually like moving.
This really is about making ourselves the number ONE priority, and there is nothing wrong with that. Women are too self-sacrificial, putting others' well-being above our own. Not that there aren't selfish women...but, I don't think they're on this board!! (Vickie, I echo Sandra's congrats to you about staying OP while under stress!!)
On to Christmas trees: I, too, may not have one. There won't be any children here this season, so DH and I may not have one. Our space is small, so it is hard to fit one in. I like the twinkling lights though, so I'll have to put some up inside. I saw in one house that someone outlined a tree on a wall with lights, hung up a few ornaments, put a star on top and some presents underneath, and called it a tree

...cute, and space efficient.
But, I will definitely decorate in other ways...I love the season and keeping the commercialism at bay
Ok, it's time to try to get more sleep
Rhonda