My workplace is driving me nuts . Most people, well in fact everyone, knows I have lost weight - it is kinda obvious now!!! Which is great!
But, I can't do anything without big brother watching me. Yesterday was a prime example. As I have mentioned in my "screaming heap" thread, I have had a week off. So yesterday I went to get a piece of traybake someone had made, when this (very large) lady screamed "stop you can't eat that!"
For the love of soup, I can eat whatever I want My first rule when I started this was that there were was nothing I couldn't eat. There were helpful foods and unhelpful foods. So if occasionally I want an unhelpful food, I'll have it!!!
And now, two girls in my team are on a weight loss plan, one is on WW the other on an English plan called Slimming World. They are both slimmer than I am now, one is at goal but wants to be lower, the other definitely needs to lose some weight. But they are very competitive and almost critical of the way I do anything.
I feel like I am apologising for the way I eat. For goodness sake, the level I exercise, I have to EAT!!! I'm not gonna drive myself crazy by avoiding healthy foods that may be higher in carbs than something else. Argh!!!
No wonder I'm a mess this week.