Okay, so I really did plan on exercising today, really. I made it a point to wear my gym clothes to my night class and everything. I got out of class though, and all I could think about was how much I missed Jobe...so I went home
So now I've had my Jobe fix, but it's too late for the gym...alas, what am I going to do with myself?
Well anyways, as I aluded to earlier, today was not exactly the best day foodwise (or anything wise, for that matter). I was disappointed to step on the scale and see that all too familiar "176", at least it wasn't 176.4 though...I guess. I was just ticked off, but on the way to Jobes' school I chowed on a protein bar...then as the day wore on I lost my stick-to-it-ness...was just fed up going hungry and seeing no results. So today was Jobe's field trip to bear creek park, and I had to drive him...and at the park...well, let's just say there was naughty food involved, plus I couldn't smoke because, well, it was a kindergarten field trip
So I had nothing to do with my hands...AHHHH!!! Well, check out my log and you'll see what I mean
10/06/05
Morning Weigh-In: 176.0
9:05 a.m. - 1 Harvest Bar *250 calories
10:30 a.m. - 1 glazed doughnut *300 calories
12:00 p.m. - 1 slice pepperoni pizza from Hungry Howies *250 calories
3:30 p.m. - 1/2 cup fat free yogurt *60 calories
4:30 p.m. - 1 small piece cheddar cheese and 5 crackers *140 calories
7:30 p.m. - 1/2 a small bag of rye crisps *135 calories
9:30 p.m. - 1 small portion left-over beef stew *250 calories
Total Calories Today : 1,385
Cardio Accomplished : None
Any Weight Training : None
80 oz Water Today : Yes
Caloric Deficit Today: -643
Hunger Level Today : Really hungry during the first half of the day...but tapered off as the day wore on.
Moment of Triumph : Even when I was eating bad foods, I still watched my portion sizes. Back before I started, when I was just trying to "watch what I ate", I would have gone through the following thought process; "Okay, well you already ate the one doughnut, if you're going to have your fun you might as well go all the way...go ahead and have another, and ooooh, is that fresh cider"? So hey, I reigned it in early, and then was really careful about my intake the rest of the day. Sure, I went over my 1200 calorie limit, but considering the fact that I had eaten 800 calories by noon...well, I'm proud!
Well, tomorrow's my real official weigh-in day (not your typical everyday weigh-in, mind you), and I am scared to even look at the scale. My last official weigh-in day was on September 30th, where I tipped the scale at 176.6...if it turns out that I am close to that as of tommorow morning then you girls are going to hear my cuss in each of your respective states
So please, cross your fingers for me! The scale usually flops back and forth like this just prior to a whoosh (dropping a lb or two overnight, fat cells finally deciding to give up the ghost all at once). So I am in hopes that I will wake up in the morning and the scale will read 176.2, or something equally frustrating. I am soooooo ready to dip down below 175...I just can't deal with stalling as frequently as I have been lately. Oh well, I will persevere. Cross your fingers for me gals, 'cause if I don't start losing again soon I will have no choice but to go back on the phentermine.